diff --git a/app/(app)/(profile)/[npub]/page.tsx b/app/(app)/(profile)/[npub]/page.tsx
index 12c8d46..1837f4e 100644
--- a/app/(app)/(profile)/[npub]/page.tsx
+++ b/app/(app)/(profile)/[npub]/page.tsx
@@ -10,6 +10,7 @@ import { getTwoLetters, truncateText } from "@/lib/utils";
 import ProfileFeed from "./_components/Feed";
 import Subscriptions from "./_components/Subscriptions";
 import { nip19 } from "nostr-tools";
+import useLists from "@/lib/hooks/useLists";
 
 export default function ProfilePage({
   params: { npub },
@@ -19,7 +20,6 @@ export default function ProfilePage({
   };
 }) {
   const [activeTab, setActiveTab] = useState("feed");
-  console.log("calling with ", npub);
   if (npub === "service-worker.js") {
     throw new Error("Invalid list");
   }
@@ -30,18 +30,8 @@ export default function ProfilePage({
   }
   const pubkey = data.toString();
   const { profile } = useProfile(pubkey);
+  const { init, lists } = useLists();
 
-  const demo = [
-    {
-      id: "1",
-      title: "BTC Radio",
-      description:
-        "BTC Radio is the best fuking show ever. you should sub to it. now",
-      picture:
-        "https://assets.whop.com/cdn-cgi/image/width=1080/https://assets.whop.com/images/images/51602.original.png?1693358530",
-      tags: ["music", "crypto", "art"],
-    },
-  ];
   return (
     <div className="relative mx-auto max-w-5xl space-y-6">
       <div className="relative @container">
@@ -116,9 +106,9 @@ export default function ProfilePage({
       </div>
       <div className="mx-auto max-w-[800px] space-y-6">
         <div className="flex max-w-2xl flex-col gap-4 px-4">
-          {demo.map((e) => (
+          {/* {[].map((e) => (
             <SubscriptionCard key={e.id} {...e} />
-          ))}
+          ))} */}
         </div>
         <div className="">
           <Tabs
diff --git a/components/Modals/CreateList.tsx b/components/Modals/CreateList.tsx
index 19eb50e..baf3dac 100644
--- a/components/Modals/CreateList.tsx
+++ b/components/Modals/CreateList.tsx
@@ -13,6 +13,7 @@ import { getTagValues } from "@/lib/nostr/utils";
 import { NDKList } from "@nostr-dev-kit/ndk";
 import { saveEphemeralSigner } from "@/lib/actions/ephemeral";
 import { useRouter } from "next/navigation";
+
 const CreateListSchema = z.object({
   title: z.string(),
   image: z.string().optional(),
@@ -49,6 +50,7 @@ export default function CreateList() {
     }
     if (data.subscriptions) {
       tags.push(["subscriptions", "true"]);
+      tags.push(["p", currentUser!.pubkey, "", "self", "4000000000"]);
     }
     if (data.price) {
       tags.push(["price", satsToBtc(data.price).toString(), "btc", "year"]);
diff --git a/lib/actions/create.ts b/lib/actions/create.ts
index 83f6dec..bc5d2d8 100644
--- a/lib/actions/create.ts
+++ b/lib/actions/create.ts
@@ -68,20 +68,14 @@ export async function createEventHandler(
   let publishedEvent: NDKEvent | null = null;
   // Check if is private event
   if (isPrivate) {
-    console.log("isPrivate");
     const rawEventString = JSON.stringify(eventToPublish.rawEvent());
-    console.log("rawEventString", rawEventString);
     const passphrase = generateRandomString();
-    console.log("passphrase", passphrase);
     const encryptedRawEventString = await encryptMessage(
       rawEventString,
       passphrase,
     );
-    console.log("encryptedRawEventString", encryptedRawEventString);
-    console.log("delegateSigner", delegateSigner);
     const signer = delegateSigner ?? ndk.signer!;
     const user = await signer.user();
-    console.log("signer user", user);
 
     const newEvent = new NDKEvent(ndk, {
       content: encryptedRawEventString,
@@ -132,80 +126,7 @@ export async function createEventHandler(
   }
   return true;
 }
-export async function createEncryptedEventOnPrivateList(
-  ndk: NDK,
-  event: {
-    content: string;
-    kind: number;
-    tags: string[][];
-  },
-  list: NDKList,
-  delegateSigner?: NDKPrivateKeySigner,
-) {
-  const pubkey = await window.nostr?.getPublicKey();
-  if (!pubkey || !window.nostr) {
-    throw new Error("No public key provided!");
-  }
-  const eventToPublish = new NDKEvent(ndk, {
-    ...event,
-    tags: [...event.tags, ["client", "flockstr"]],
-    pubkey,
-    created_at: unixTimeNowInSeconds(),
-  } as NostrEvent);
-  await eventToPublish.sign();
-  const rawEventString = JSON.stringify(eventToPublish.rawEvent());
-  const passphrase = generateRandomString();
-  const encryptedRawEventString = await encryptMessage(
-    rawEventString,
-    passphrase,
-  );
-  const signer = delegateSigner ?? ndk.signer!;
-  const user = await signer.user();
 
-  const newEvent = new NDKEvent(ndk, {
-    content: encryptedRawEventString,
-    kind: 3745,
-    tags: [
-      ["kind", event.kind.toString()],
-      ["client", "flockstr"],
-    ],
-    pubkey: user.pubkey,
-  } as NostrEvent);
-
-  await newEvent.sign(signer);
-
-  await newEvent.publish();
-
-  const tag = newEvent.tagReference();
-  if (!tag) return;
-
-  // Add event to list
-  await list.addItem(tag, undefined, false);
-  await list.sign();
-  await list.publish();
-
-  // Send DMs to subscribers
-  const subscribers = getTagsValues("p", list.tags);
-  for (const subscriber of subscribers) {
-    const messageEvent = new NDKEvent(ndk, {
-      content: passphrase,
-      kind: 4,
-      tags: [
-        ["p", subscriber],
-        ["e", newEvent.id],
-        ["client", "flockstr"],
-      ],
-      pubkey: user.hexpubkey,
-    } as NostrEvent);
-    console.log("message to create", messageEvent);
-    await messageEvent.encrypt(new NDKUser({ hexpubkey: subscriber }), signer);
-    console.log("Encrypted message", messageEvent);
-    await messageEvent.sign(signer);
-    await messageEvent.publish();
-  }
-
-  return true;
-}
 export async function createReaction(
   ndk: NDK,
   content: "+" | "-",
diff --git a/lib/actions/zap.ts b/lib/actions/zap.ts
index 42b2615..9eac319 100644
--- a/lib/actions/zap.ts
+++ b/lib/actions/zap.ts
@@ -146,22 +146,8 @@ export async function updateListUsersFromZaps(
   // Add self
   console.log("Adding self");
   const selfIndex = validUsers.findIndex(([vu]) => vu === event.pubkey);
-  if (selfIndex !== -1) {
-    console.log("Already there");
-
-    validUsers[selfIndex] = [
-      event.pubkey,
-      "",
-      "self",
-      (unixTimeNowInSeconds() + SECONDS_IN_YEAR).toString(),
-    ];
-  } else {
-    validUsers.push([
-      event.pubkey,
-      "",
-      "self",
-      (unixTimeNowInSeconds() + SECONDS_IN_YEAR).toString(),
-    ]);
+  if (selfIndex === -1) {
+    validUsers.push([event.pubkey, "", "self", "4000000000"]);
   }
   console.log("Valid users", validUsers);
   return createEvent(ndk, {